Hey there,

Its me again. It has been a while since I have been on this site. I have tried to get on but the computer had the site blocked then the site wouldnt load up and so on and so on.

SO everything thats new. I bought a truck  and I moved out of my apartment. I'm currently looking for a new one. I am still working at the airport but I am working ramp, cargo and baggage now. I spend alot of time in the baggage office. (not by choice.) I have applied for a pill grant so that I can go back to school and get my degree. As of today I am still single but I am talking to a few guys.

One that is a sweet heart who calls me everyday just to see what I'm doing and how I'm feeling. One that writes to me every other day telling me how his day has been and listening to how my day had gone. One that I talk to on messenger and text were he and I play a game of BEST and we talk about everything. Other than them I have co-workers who wont stop asking me out. I had one  yesterday that asked me to go out with him I felt bad so I said yes I will go out with you on a date. (my first date just to let you know) He surpised me by getting Elton John Tickets. I'm not really a big fan but I guess its a good place to go.

Just so some of you dont think I'm a whore or a bitch I am still a virgin and I am weighing my options before I get stuck with someone that I dont really get along with. I am looking for a life partener not just a fuck buddy. I know to many girls (under 21) that are prego or have already had a child or two. I dont want to be one of those girls. I know I am over 21 I would just rather be in love with the guy before I open my legs for him. Someone that if I did get prego he would take care of me and my child (our child). 

Man I gotta tell you about the dream I had lastnight. I was driving my little brother and sister to someones house and these two guys were in the middle of the road. They had something silver in their hands I couldnt make out what it was till I got close enough to see. They had guns. Thats when they opened fire on the vehicle in front of me.  Till it crashed and then they turned an looked right at me. They stepped to the side and let us pass and all I was thinking was they are going to see the arctic flow sticker on the back and find me like that. I sped up and didnt stop till I got to where I was going. We got inside quick and told then what happened and they sent my siblings upstairs to play and they told me to just keep my mouth shut and hopefully they dont come looking for you. The next time we know there is a knock at the door I went upstairs and had the little ones hide with me. They answered the door and it was just another friend of ours. I relaxed after an hour went by then someone knocked at the door again. I just got in the bathroom and pretended to be taking a shower. One of the gurls came an told me that the cops were here and they wanted to talk to the driver of the truck. I came out just a little and told the gurl to tell them that the driver went with another friend out and left the truck over night so she wouldnt drink and drive. I guess the cop bought it. I left a little later but without the little ones just incase. I drove to some house I'm guessing it was mine cause I had the keys and I knew where everything was. I got a call from my dad saying that the house is on fire that the little ones are at. I got over there and they were in a vehicle with my father. The next thing  I know I am at a rest stop and the guy that asked me out is there talking to the guys that had the guns. They come over and talk to me saying that they wont do anything as long as I keep my mouth shut and dont tell anyone who started the fire or they may make one that will kill everyone with and without bullets. It was a weird as dream and I'm sure its probly nothing to worry about.

I'm getting so bored that I think I will take a nap before getting back to work.