So yesterday I find out that my mother has decited to take a job in Arizona and that she and my siblings will be leaving at the end of June. My father wasnt to happy to hear the news and neither were my siblings. I guess the way I see it is that she is taking the youngest ones with her and the older ones will have to find a place to live or stay till they get jobs and can get their own place. Well first off my brothers dont work they smoke and they were kicked out of school. One of them has decited to ask my older brother if he could live with him. My older brother gave him the okay. My other brother is going back to cali for school and my other brother is just shit out of luck he is in bethel and he may be moving back there. If im lucky he will so I dont have to see him.

For my sisters both of them are going with my mother and so is my youngest brother. My mother has asked me if I would like to go but that I would have to find my own way there. I really dont know what to do yet. I really am ready, more like pass due, to leave here. I still owe on my truck and I dont know how I would do that considering they wont take payment over the phone. I dont know if I could trust anyone here to go and make the payments if I give them the money.

I guess you can never really be ready for anything. I will just have to keep moving with the changes that are to come and hope that everything will work out.